Mahu tapi malu

akhirnya aku buat akaun lain dalam wordpress selain niwtode.wordpress.com untuk tulis benda yang aku mahu cerita, tapi malu nk bagitahu.

and why am i blogging this? tak tahu.

Mad

ingat tak aku bagitahu aku tulis dalam satu lagi blog? lupakan. aku dah padam blog itu.

tadi aku tulis satu post, tapi mahu simpan sebagai draft. tapi, aku tak boleh edit semula draft aku. wadehel? cis.

jadi aku dah padam akaun blog itu. aku mahu tulis di blog lain.

Hear me roar

aku ada banyak benda nak cerita, tapi tak tahu nak cerita pada siapa. dengan kawan, takut. takut nanti mereka bosan dengar cerita aku. malu pun ada sikit.

aku di rumah tinggal seorang, nak bersembang dengan siapa? kesian, kan?

jadi aku daftar dengan satu lagi blog. di situ aku tulis semua tentang cerita yang aku nak. kalau orang yang aku tak kenali jumpa blog itu, aku tak kisah. jangan orang yang aku kenali, sudah.

nak cari blog aku yang itu? senang. aku masih gunakan niwtode, cuma pada domain blog yang lain.

ps: nak tahu kenapa aku malu nak cerita? sebab ini pasal big plan. kalau2 heboh2, tapi tak jadi.. takut malu! huhu

Judged by a piece of paper

i’ve been to many interviews and taken assessment tests during my job-hunting session last year. i was being judged by a piece of test paper.

i had two tests during two different interview sessions. one was a Java test and another one was an assessment test.

the Java test, consisting of 20 challenging and tricky selective questions. there were weighted answers. it means, the best answer scores the highest marks. i failed the test, 29/60 marks which means i am not eligible for the interview session.

but still, the HR persons gave me chance to go for the interview and prove them that i worth working in that MNC company. we discussed over the exam paper that i’ve taken earlier. i passed the interviews.

during the salary negotiation, i was offered my expected salary (which is slightly higher that the current one). i tried to ask for more, since it’s a MNC company but they refused. they’d treat me like other fresh graduates because i failed the Java test.

i hate being judged by that piece of paper.

in another interview session with a different MNC company, i took an assessment test consisting of three logical-thinking-test questions and an English essay. i had to write some pseudo-codes and draw some flow-charts. i did my best but i stumbled on the second question. it was tough and i was damn nervous.

i passed the test and went for the interview session. i told the interviewer that i stumbled on the second question of the assessment test. she told me to try solving the question in Java codes.

and so i did, once i got home after the interview. i emailed the codes back to her hoping that the interviewer could see how determined i was to get the job.

after a month, i got the job offer. i was one of ten candidates who also ‘win’ the job. alhamdulillah.

so the question is, which job offer should i take?

from the two tests that i have taken, i scored more in the assessment test from Ax* company rather than the Java test from Ex* which i totally failed.

i had to make a decision. i am taking the job offer from A* and let go the offer from E*.

Happy New Year

have i achieved 2008 resulutions? i don’t know coz i started 2008 without any. but through the year, i learned a lot of things:

• i went to.. maybe like 10 interviews. i learned a lot from that. being too frank in the interview sometimes is not good. answer wisely and prepare for the interview. don’t gamble.
• i learned how to handle disasters.
• my facial skin is getting better. less scars. i learned that, not all facial/spa treatment could handle problem skins.

so for next year’s resolutions:

• to get fatter
• save more money for the big plan. i don’t want to add more debts to begin my new life. so, anyone interested to sponsor Bunga Telur @ Pahar? thee hee hee.. ^__^
• to resign gracefully and start my new work happily.
• not to forget, i hope things that i have done/ will do for the big plan will go well.
• i hope everybody is happy!

baru

hoho. tadi aku pergi sain offer-letter. kerja baru. bidang baru. kene belajar benda baru. tahun baru. kawan baru. mungkin juga perlu baju dan seluar baru. hahaha

boleh kata, tukar karier.

kerja apa? sekarang Java tapi kerja baru, ABAP. excited? tak sangat. tapi takut.

doakan aku berjaya, ya?

babai.

penin

pandang offer letter. penin.

byk yang perlu dipertimbangkan. itu.. ini.. kalaulah ada mesin masa milik Doraemon untuk lihat masa hadapan, boleh aku pergi tengok pilihan mana lebih baik. tapi itu semua cuma dalam komik. *pfft~*

aku tahu, kalau aku pilih kerja baru ibarat keluar dari mulut harimau, masuk ke mulut buaya. aku takut.

tapi sampai bila nak kerja di tempat yang sama? 20 tahun lagi? gila.

tahla

mahu tukar kerja

sudah hantar notis berhenti

diberi counteroffer

*fikir masak-masak*

tapi, bahaya kalau terima counteroffer!

mahu tukar kerja bukan sebab duit

mahu tukar kerja sebab minat kerja baru

baiklah!!

tetapkan keputusan mahu tukar kerja!

bila dapat offer letter nanti, jumpa bos semula

tapi tak boleh cakap yang negatif tentang kenapa mahu tukar kerja

cakap “minat dengan kerja baru” dan “terima kasih bos!”

harap-harap bila sudah tukar kerja nanti

banyak lagi benda baru yang boleh belajar

gambatte!!!

Finally!

Got an email written:

“Hi Hidayati,

As spoken, we are offering you the position as Consultant in our ABAP team.I will speak to you again tomorrow or Wednesday to confirm the date of joining.”

Thank God, after 11 interviews.. i finally got a new job. HOHOHO

Sebab mulot

mulot tempayan susah nak ditutup

mulot orang lagikan pulak

mulot manis boleh dibuat-buat

mulot busok pon dikata wangi

mulot murai bising sana sini

cerita orang lain pon nak dijadikan buah mulot

mulot celupar sakit didengar

silap-silap boleh terjadi perang mulot

kadang-kadang jadi berat mulot lebih baik

daripada jadi orang yang banyak mulot

kalau kamu nak tukar keje, jgn kecoh2 macam aku.

diamkan.

teros benti.

dan kalau kamu dapat keje lain, jangan sebok hal orang yg keje tempat dulu.

ini pengajaran kepada diri sendiri dan kepada kamu si mulot becok